In 2013, I moved to Texas on the fourth of July in the late afternoon, just a couple of hours before the fireworks began to light up the sky. My mom and I had finally completed our cross-country 25+ hour road trip in my stuffed Honda Civic. I had graduated from college about a month before, flown down to Austin to interview and find an apartment, accepted a job shortly thereafter, and then, I was there.
In the heart of Texas, my own heart bursting.
If I could choose a day to go back in time and give myself a big hug and an “It’s all going to be beautiful, just wait and see,” this day three years ago would be near the top of the list. I was so overjoyed to be on my own, and the unknown was eerily comforting to me at the time–the endless possibilities brought me strength–but I had no, no, no idea where my life was going.
I felt like I was walking into a surprise party that would last for the rest of my life.
Now, a dog, a breakup, a layoff, three jobs, falling in love, moving four times, engagement, marriage, and a new house later–I can affirm that indeed I was walking into a vast world of surprises. And I’m not the kind of person who “loves surprises,” but this life I’m living is grace embodied. I wouldn’t change it, I wouldn’t rewrite it, I wouldn’t wish any of it away. All the great-big-good, and all the heavy-hard-bad, it’s all such grace.
Texas has been so good to me. It’s the place where I’ve come fully alive. The wide open spaces and landscape give life and breath to my soul and the warm sunshine brings me peace and joy.
The people are good, good people. Kind and warm, friendly and accepting, sweet and hospitable. I’ve never known such lovely people as the Texans I’ve come to love here.
The fourth of July was a perfect day to move here because this state carries a banner of freedom for me. So much of my past junk and heaviness has been dropped and done away with since “TX” has been included in my address. The relaxed pace of life, the “live and let live” mentality, the gentle, family-oriented way of living, it works for me. This place suits me.
Thank you, Jesus, for bringing me to this blessed place. Thank you, Texas (and the Texans that inhabit it) for your wide-open arms and love and generosity. Here’s to 3 years of adventures…and the many more that lie ahead.
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So glad you’re loving Texas! It’s the best state in humble, born and raised there, opinion 😉 I just recently moved to Arkansas and have already seen God do wonders in my own life and the opportunities He has placed in front of me. I pray He continues to do that for you too! Thanks for always sharing your heart!
Blair Lamb says
It is a great state! 🙂 Thanks for reading + commenting, Sydney!
Ashley Gallaher says
I love this post! I actually live in Maryland. To be honest… I would love to move out of this state because I’m truly not happy here. But, my husband and I… well, our life is here. At least for now. I’m not sure he’s ready to just pick up and leave. Recently, my brother moved to Texas. He’s loving every bit of it. He said, it’s vastly different from Maryland. He said the people are just more humble and generous and kind. My husband and I plan to make a trip there some time. I pray that we will both fall in love with it and consider moving there permanently.
Thanks for your beautiful words! Hopefully, one day I can call Texas home too. Blessings!